I never knew I was alone

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I am alone, so alone. Was it always like this? I cannot help but ask my self this question in this very sad and depressing book. Not. Entirely not. This book is not about the depressiveness of being alone, but about the possibilities. If you manage to get everyone off your back, how could you possibly spend your time? What kind of things keep you from spending enough time with your self and what could you do, once you have managed to secure the time that you need to be with your self? Alone. I breathe in and I breathe out. I feel amazing. Well, not at first. First I feel terrible, but then, surely, I will at some point eventually feel somewhat amazing. Feeling good to be on your own, by your self, alone, is not a guarantee, but something you have to work for. I have worked for it and I may say that I have been somewhat successful. Naja, at least in terms of writing a book about it I have. Strange, but true. The best ideas come to you when nobody is disturbing the deep and intense focus that you can only reach if left alone. I exhale. I inhale again. I look at what I have written and I realise that I am nearly done. Done with this description, for there is so much more to do. I have time. All the time that I need. More than enough. Now I must do with the time I have been given, what I find worthwhile doing with it. Does that make sense? Does anything ever make sense? Well, to me, being alone did make sense and I made the most out of it. Being resourceful in a time of madness, anxiety and fear may be the best friend that you could ever wish to want for. If I wrote anything else in here, you may not need to buy this book anymore. Peace out and left alone. Christopher, the friendly lunatic from around the furthest corner of the world. Also: If that doesn't make sense, nothing ever will.
He wants to learn new and inspiring facts from somebody that may know something that he does not.

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Christopher Reusch
My name is Christopher Reusch. I was born on 6 February 1989 in Lüdenscheid. In 2014, I completed my bachelor's degree in environmental engineering at the University of Applied Sciences in Bingen. Afterwards, I decided to complete another degree programme, which would take me to South Africa. There I spent about 1.5 years researching vervet monkeys (Chlorocebus pygerythrus) in the South African savannah. I then graduated in 2020 with an M.Sc. in Wildlife. After my studies, I felt that I was different. After all, I had lived for several months in a small nature reserve, in the South African savannah. Surrounded by crocodiles, giraffes, snakes, scorpions, monkeys and various species of antelopes and birds, I had made experiences that changed my life. Experiences that changed me before I even realised it. The time during my studies helped me to get to know myself better and I went from being a committed atheist to a spiritual person. I became heavily involved with the teachings of spiritual masters and was initiated into Reiki Grade 1 in March 2020. But the journey did not stop there and so, in October 2020, I decided to turn my life upside down once again. I made the decision to spend as much time as I could on the question of what I actually wanted, until I had an answer. I found this answer and it was not an easy path to get there. I reached my limits several times and had to get to know myself all over again. Finally I knew that I wanted to write a book and so I wrote the first draft of a book called 'The Book of Fear'. Who am I, you ask? Maybe I am my achievements or my experiences. Probably I am the only one who knows who I am. One thing is clear though. I have learned to question the world that surrounds me and to draw my own conclusions. I don't fit into any pigeonhole because I am an individual. I am someone who has learned to recognise my limits and redefine myself. If you want to know more about me, my podcast and other projects, take a look at my website: www.christopher-reusch.com

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